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- Chapter 37
- She tossed the coin into the air. While it was in the air,
- Jeffrey yelled out; "No... Wait..."
- The coin landed on the bed. It came up tails. Cheryl sighed,
- glad that Jeffrey had called it off.
- "Cheryl, I know you better than that. You'd never be happy to
- have your future decided by a coin flip." Jeffrey was right, of
- course.
- "Now what?" asked Cheryl.
- "We need a better way of deciding. Neutral. Consistent.
- Intelligent."
- "How about if we combine our genes ourselves? We hop in the
- sack, and... and whatever the baby would have been, we'll be. The
- GenMod tank will accelerate us to whatever age we choose.
- "Only if you don't mind waiting two months for the SBC to wear
- off. We just got it, remember?"
- "Yeah. Sorry."
- "Okay, here's a better idea. We'll use the computer. I have a
- software cartridge for GenMod that I can use here. We'll design a new
- body out of what we've got now. We can do it! Create a new body with
- whatever we want. I can fix all the problems that most humans have...
- perfect vision and hearing, immunity to disease, anything like that."
- Cheryl nodded. "I can get you into IDT at night now that I'm a
- supervisor. I've got the right card. You can get us into the GenMod
- Lab on... Wednesday evening. That's two-and-a-half days from now.
- We'll work on the body tonight."
- Jeffrey looked at the clock. "Holy cow, we're LATE!" They got
- up, and bolted out through the apartment. Deirdre, who was in the
- living room waiting for them, asked them how they were. "Better",
- they both yelled, running. "We'll tell you tonight."
- They got to work, Jeffrey running into the electronics lab, and
- Cheryl to her office. Both got reprimanded by their work-mates for
- being late, and both promised that it would "never happen again". It
- wasn't until mid-morning that they both realized that this job was no
- longer really important; they'd only be at it one more day. Then
- they'd either have to explain what happened, or just disappear and
- maybe apply for a job as a new employee.
- All their friends were around at lunchtime, and sat with Cheryl
- and Jeffrey so they didn't have a moment alone. The couple had been
- quite an item recently. They had a number of friends in common now;
- it was a great way to meet new people.
- Cheryl and Jeffrey rode home together as always.
- "Still want to do it, Cheryl?"
- "You bet, Jeffrey. You do too. I can see it."
- They started discussing the body they wanted. By early evening
- they had settled on something novel; a primarily male body with some
- female parts inside. They could live easily as a man. But inside
- there would be complete ovaries, a uterus, and a small passage that
- led to a hidden opening on the outside. They would be able to ovulate
- voluntarily, so there would be no telltale menstrual periods unless
- for some reason they wanted one; and a duct would lead from their
- testes to the uterus. They could silently, invisibly engage in self-
- fertilization, and would bear normal children-- the ovaries and testes
- producing sex cells with the same genes as Jeffrey's and Cheryl's were
- now. They would be able to enjoy sex with women if they really wanted
- to. The decision came from the fact that they had to LOOK like one
- sex even if both were inside. With that concession made to Cheryl,
- she agreed to the male body.
- Jeffrey was up very late, using the GenMod software to set up the
- genetic patterns. The new body would be very attractive. It would
- have superior strength and endurance. When the time came, the vaginal
- opening hidden behind his scrotum could expand easily large enough to
- deliver a baby; and once pregnant, breasts would develop on his chest,
- and would disappear once the baby was weaned. He spent the midnight
- hour reviewing the design with Cheryl; she seemed less interested in
- her future self than he did. She kissed him and hugged him, and they
- went to bed. They made love this time; realizing that it was probably
- the last time it could ever happen. Unable to get the new body and
- unknown future off their minds, they couldn't sleep easily.
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- Chapter 38
- The next day went by surprisingly quickly. Hanging on to their
- last day apart made it go fast. Both Cheryl and Jeffrey were a bit
- nervous, especially in the last hour before five o'clock. They
- couldn't say anything to their friends yet. Cheryl mentioned to
- another department supervisor that she might be in for a while after
- dinner, having some work to do. That was an infrequent practice at
- IDT, but for supervisors was necessary once in a while when work piled
- up. The other supervisor nodded approvingly. That would add at least
- SOME credibility to the trip she would be making later.
- Back at home, Deirdre was making dinner as Jeffrey and Cheryl
- arrived. They hadn't explained to Deirdre what they had planned.
- They did that over dinner. Deirdre took the news surprisingly well
- once they finally convinced her that what they wanted REALLY WAS
- possible.
- "Okay. I won't tell anybody," Deirdre said. "But you'll HAVE to
- tell the world of this after you do it. It's not fair to keep it to
- yourself if others might benefit."
- Jeffrey still had some explaining to do. "We're not sure it's a
- benefit, Deirdre. Not yet. Cheryl's idea to become "one" using the
- Device had merit, but-- you saw what happened-- the trip itself did
- something to us. I found that Cheryl was just what I wanted..."
- Cheryl took over. "...And I found that I had to have Jeffrey.
- We're too far entwined. I couldn't live without him. It's hard for
- us to be apart. Now we won't have to be."
- "Why didn't you just marry each other?" Deirdre asked. "That's
- what people have been doing for years."
- Cheryl answered her roommate. "Yes, but we're the first ones to
- have been united mentally, not just physically or legally. We have to
- take the last step."
- There was a minute or two where nobody said anything.
- "I'll miss you," Deirdre said. "I've gotten used to having you
- both around. And I guess I'm kind of jealous of what you two are
- doing. Especially after I broke up with my boyfriend..."
- Jeffrey and Deirdre were both shocked. "YOU broke up with your
- boyfriend? When?"
- "Yesterday. He called. I feel so rotten-- like there's so much
- good stuff inside me, but nobody can ever see it."
- Cheryl answered. "I can see it, Deirdre." Jeffrey, who now knew
- Deirdre as well as Cheryl did, knew that Cheryl was telling the truth.
- She always told the truth.
- "I don't know. It's just that I feel... that if it looks like a
- relationship is going well, there's no REASON not to sleep together.
- If two people can make each other mutually happy, physically, they
- should be willing to do so. They can always stop if everything else
- doesn't work out. But it's so... UNIMPORTANT compared to everything
- else, and sex still gets in the way of so many things."
- "You mean you were too forward with him?"
- "No, Cheryl. I didn't do ANYTHING! I thought I wasn't doing
- enough, so when HE brought the subject up, I talked about it. I guess
- he didn't like what I said."
- "Deirdre," Jeffrey asked, "what DID you say?"
- "Nothing specific. I just told the truth about what I like, and
- what I've done."
- Jeffrey was surprised. "And THAT was too much for him? In this
- era? You ARE uninhibited, Deirdre, but I thought the world always
- looked UP to people like you."
- "Don't ask me. Really there's nothing to talk about. I'm not
- too discouraged. Cheryl gave me some hope."
- They had finished dinner. Cheryl sat with Deirdre at the
- computer terminal to show her the new body they had designed. Deirdre
- was impressed. She went into Cheryl's room with Jeffrey to put some
- things together-- some towels, a jogging suit that they figured would
- fit their new body. They picked out some different sizes of sneakers
- from a boxful of old ones, figuring that some size would have to fit.
- Meanwhile, Cheryl sat in front of the terminal pondering the new body.
- She touched up a few things that Jeffrey wouldn't mind, and removed
- the cartridge with the new genetic code on it. They were now ready to
- go. Deirdre, who had agreed to help, drove them to the IDT building.
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- Cheryl opened the fingerprint-controlled outside door to the IDT
- building. Jeffrey and Deirdre followed her to the personnel
- department, which again only she could open. Deirdre carried some
- other supplies, in a large shopping bag.
- Cheryl authorized the change that would let Jeffrey open the door
- to the Genetics lab after hours. That was one ability that she had at
- her clearance level. They went to the Genetic Modification Lab.
- This room looked even less like a laboratory than the other
- areas. It was very modern-- with diffused lighting, and even
- carpeting on the half of the floor. The other half of the room was
- taken up by the tank and the machines that supported it. The tank, of
- a black acrylic-like material, was far more formidable than the
- haphazard-looking machines connected to it. The machines would
- exchange the fluid in the tank several times a minute, replacing the
- "dirty" solution with a fresh supply. The solution had most of the
- characteristics of human blood in that respect, in that it carried
- everything that blood did, but would not easily support certain kinds
- of life, and was perfectly clear.
- The other machines would manufacture, and add to the solution,
- the "viruses" carrying the new genetic code to be installed. As the
- virus could not reproduce itself, there had to be a continuous supply
- of it. There were a number of stages in the genetic modification
- treatment, each having its own genetic code. The stages allowed the
- changes to happen in an orderly manner. You couldn't just dissolve
- everything and rebuild it at once, for the creature inside the tank
- wouldn't survive.
- It only took a minute for Jeffrey to set up and insert the
- cartridge including the design of the new body into the computer. He
- switched on the machines connected to the tank. It would take only a
- few minutes for the genetic material to be created for each stage.
- Then the machine would wait until the subject was in place.
- Those few minutes weren't long enough. There was too much to say
- and too many feelings to express in the short interval before the
- machine was ready for them. They were all rightfully nervous, Deirdre
- especially so, because she didn't know what she'd do if something went
- wrong. She'd stay there, in the Lab, for the few hours the process
- would take. Jeffrey pointed out the displays that Deirdre could watch
- to see how far the process had gone, and reminded her that under no
- circumstances may she open the tank until the computer said it was
- okay to. Either they'd make it or not. There was nothing inbetween.
- Cheryl and Jeffrey both gave Deirdre a long hug. Jeffrey gave
- her a kiss. They undressed. For the first time, Deirdre was a little
- embarassed in seeing them naked.
- Jeffrey turned to Cheryl. "I won't ever see you again."
- "You'll be with me always."
- "I'll never be able to look into your eyes again, to feel your
- touch, or hear your voice. I only hope we're doing the right thing."
- They kissed once again. Cheryl planted the moment firmly in her
- memory-- so she'd remember his chest pressing against hers, the firm
- grip of his hands around her, the way his breathing sounded...
- everything.
- "Okay, Deirdre," Jeffrey instructed, "Remember to get those milk-
- shakes ready before the time runs out. They have some stuff in them
- that the new body will be hungry for. And don't touch the the machine
- or let anyone else interfere with it.
- Deirdre nodded.
- Jeffrey opened the tank lid. It was dark inside, and the clear
- solution filled the tank to the top. Cheryl looked inside.
- Deirdre still didn't understand fully. "You just... both climb
- in? How will you breathe?"
- "We won't have to," Cheryl answered. "Not until after we get
- out. All the oxygen comes from the solution."
- "Oh." said Deirdre. "Good luck. See you in a few hours."
- "Okay, Deirdre." replied Cheryl. "Thanks."
- Cheryl turned to Jeffrey. "I have to get you hard so we can
- start." With all that was going on, it seemed that this would be a
- problem. The program they had developed depended on it, though, for
- the first stage. It was cold with no clothes on in the Lab. The tank
- would be warm. Jeffrey's penis was quite tiny at the moment.
- Cheryl knew what to do. She held her body close to him,
- squeezing them together. She, too, was too scared to be physically
- excited. One hand went between Jeffrey's legs. She whispered some
- words into his ear, which were obviously effective...
- When she stepped away from him, his penis was fully erect. She
- smiled, proud of herself. She dipped a hand into the tank, and
- moistened Jeffrey's penis with the solution, sliding her hands
- sensually over him. He closed his eyes once and sighed. Deirdre
- didn't know why they were doing this now. SHE was impatient.
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- "Come on, Jeffrey," said Cheryl. "Time to go. We're really
- about to become...one." The words had a nice ring to them-- erotic
- and frightening at once-- like when Cheryl's body swallowed Jeffrey's.
- That wasn't real. This was.
- The scared feeling was replaced by anticipation. Jeffrey stepped
- into the tank first. It was long, but not very deep. He lay down on
- his back, splashing under the surface for a moment and then bobbing
- up, floating, shiny and wet. He blew out enough air for a bubble. He
- was still erect. Cheryl's behind was facing him. She had a terrific
- rear, he thought.
- She backed into the tank, stepping over Jeffrey's floating legs.
- She pushed on her muscles, opening her anus. Her bowels started to
- settle over Jeffrey's glistening penis. He had never had sex with her
- this way, even though they had done virtually everything else
- imaginable in the last month.
- She stopped her approach at Jeffrey's words. "I love you,
- Cheryl."
- "I love you too." She sat down, her anus gently taking Jeffrey's
- penis inside. It felt good. Her bowels spread as they touched
- Jeffrey's body, letting her down onto him as much as possible. She
- faced away from him still. Her weight pushed Jeffrey's pelvis
- underwater. She lay down on top of him, facing the ceiling. Deirdre
- started closing the lid on the tank. She set her legs on top of his,
- and her shoulders pushed his under the surface. Bubbles came from his
- mouth as her weight pressed him to the bottom of the tank. Two wet
- arms came from the solution and wrapped around her, under her breasts.
- She felt his penis send her a message, which she returned. She let
- the air out of her lungs, and she sank into the solution, bubbles
- coming from her also. Deirdre closed the lid, which locked shut. It
- was completely dark. The sound of a motor outside the tank got a
- little louder, and another motor started. The new genetic material
- started flowing into the tank.
- Jeffrey tightened his grip around Cheryl. He could hear their
- hearts pounding. It was uncomfortable and claustrophobic, the two of
- them motionless. Physically, it was fine, but the sensation of
- drowning underwater was disconcerting.
- The first-stage changes seemed to take forever to start. Jeffrey
- felt a tingle in his penis. Cheryl's anus tingled also. The two
- openings joined together inside her body. It was one of the shortcuts
- they had taken with the program to save precious living tissue.
- Cheryl's skin became soft and pliable, as did Jeffrey's. His
- arms started to sink into her. Her body was becoming soft and
- pliable, as was his. He squeezed her, until his arms sank into her
- body and disappeared. The separation between the two bodies was
- dissolving. New skin formed around the two, sealing them inside the
- shell of the new body that would soon be theirs. Cheryl's pelvis sank
- into Jeffrey's as her bowels joined his pelvis. Their bloodstreams
- interconnected. Their digestive systems connected together; the new
- body used the first part of Cheryl's, and the last half of Jeffrey's.
- The new skin sealed them together part by part-- two legs fastened
- together, pelvis, torso, and head. Within, they dissolved as new
- parts formed. Urine and feces passed from opening in the new body.
- As the old matter left them, the new body grew smaller. This stage
- took the longest. The new combined body, as the new parts formed,
- would shrink from its previous size, which held both Cheryl and
- Jeffrey's original selves, to the ordinary size of only a single
- human. Inside that body, the structure they had designed was taking
- shape out of a nebulous form.
- In the second to last stage, most of the internal organs, now
- unified, were solidified and started to function as normal. There was
- one heartbeat. The last of their old selves was eliminated into the
- tank and washed away by the machines connected to it..
- Finally, the skin around them became tight, taking its final
- shape, and started to insulate them from the nutrient solution in the
- tank. This was the most important step-- if it wasn't finished,
- they'd die of infection or exposure when the tank was opened. The new
- body was hairless except on the head, and between the legs. It wasn't
- exactly as Jeffrey had designed.
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- A beeper sounded in the Lab. Deirdre, who had been watching the
- clock, literally, for the last twenty minutes, already had her hand on
- the tank's lid. She waited about five seconds, and opened the tank.
- At first, the glare on the surface of the solution prevented
- Deirdre from seeing anything at all. Her friends' new body was still
- submerged, lungs full of solution. She waited over a minute before
- Cheryl and Jeffrey coordinated themselves.
- A head came bobbing out of the tank. Liquid spurted from the
- mouth; and a few seconds later, it was coughing, and finally,
- breathing. A hand reached up out of the solution. Deirdre took it,
- and helped the person out of the tank. The person who left the tank
- looked very much like Cheryl, but was younger. Deirdre looked into
- the tank, to see if Jeffrey was inside. The tank was empty.
- Cheryl looked pale. She was decidedly skinny, and had no
- breasts. The dark pubic hair between her legs prevented Deirdre from
- seeing if anything was underneath. She didn't say anything. Clearly,
- something was wrong.
- "Cheryl?" she said to herself. She answered her own question,
- apparently.
- "Yes, Jeffrey, I'm here." Both had the same, high-pitched
- voice.
- Cheryl looked at herself. "Cheryl! What happened?? We're
- female!!"
- "You'll know in a few minutes," she answered herself. She was
- still dripping wet.
- Deirdre was concerned. "You're both in there? Two, not one?"
- Cheryl answered. "Yes, for the moment. I'll let Jeffrey talk."
- Deirdre shook her head as if she didn't get it. "W-what happened?
- Jeffrey?"
- "Yes?" squeaked Cheryl. "No, Jeffrey. Try again. You can make
- your voice lower." And, suddenly, it was. "Like this?"
- Deirdre gave Cheryl a towel. She started to dry herself off.
- "Your minds are separate?"
- Jeffrey's lower voice answered. "Only for the moment. Once we
- enter each other's minds we can't come back. Cheryl, what did you do?
- I have no... penis!"
- Cheryl's voice was high-pitched again. "That's right, Jeffrey.
- I changed us before we left. It's the last surprise I could ever keep
- from you."
- "You mean... We're a girl?" Jeffrey's voice asked.
- "You'll know in a minute. Come on. Let's get it over with."
- Jeffrey's voice answered. "I thought you'd never ask. But let's
- have a shake first. You get it. It's your body and you know how to
- handle it."
- "No, silly, it's OUR body. You know as much about it as I do."
- "Will you just drink a shake, please? I'm hungry!"
- Cheryl walked a few clumsy steps, picked up the shake, and drank
- it.
- "What are you doing?" asked Deirdre.
- Cheryl's voice answered. "Finishing what we started, Deirdre.
- We've got to learn the rest of everything about each other. Then we
- can stop talking to ourselves. We'll be one. I feel like-- he's here
- with me and we're about to make love. It's so exciting... so
- tempting..."
- "I am with you, Cheryl. Come on inside."
- Cheryl sat down on a chair. She closed her eyes, and was
- breathing deeply.
- She opened her eyes about four minutes later, and sighed once, as
- if in ecstasy. "It's done."
- "You mean Cheryl and Jeffrey are gone?" Deirdre asked.
- "Well, they're still here, kind of. But we... or *I*... think as
- one now. I can hardly describe it. I've learned so much about...
- everything...
- "What happened to you? I thought your body would have a... well,
- you know, male parts."
- "Cheryl changed my body before we left."
- "But..." Deirdre asked, "...How could she do that without asking
- Jeffrey? You both told me that you had agreed on a specific body, and
- she made you into a female!"
- "She didn't have to ask Jeffrey. She knew he'd agree. And she
- was right. Remember? She knew most of his thoughts. It was the last
- surprise she could give him. We're perfectly content this way.
- Besides, I'm not completely female."
- "Yeah... You don't have tits. And you look kind of young."
- "I don't? And I do? I've got to see..."
- Deirdre gave her a mirror.
- "You're right. The changes Cheryl made took up more of us than
- Jeffrey's plans would have. She made more changes, added more... I
- have some growing to do."
- Cheryl looked between her legs. Deirdre looked too. There was
- what seemed to be the standard female genitals present.
- "I'm past puberty... Maybe 14 or 15."
- "Then where's your tits? You should have them by now."
- "Yes and no. I don't have enough, yet, for them to show. I have
- to start eating to finish growing. And..."
- Deirdre cut her off. "Here, drink this." She handed Cheryl the
- second of the three containers of milk-shake-like stuff that Jeffrey
- had prepared. Cheryl drank it, hungrily. More color returned to her
- flesh.
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- Deirdre continued. "What happened to your plans of being
- hermaphroditic?"
- Cheryl answered. "I am, but in a different way. Cheryl's idea
- was very good."
- Cheryl put a hand between her legs, feeling inside a bit. "Yes.
- Come here." She stood up, and Deirdre walked over to her.
- "Feel. Here. Inside an inch or so, in back." She took
- Deirdre's hand, and helped her get a finger inside.
- "I don't feel anything."
- Cheryl grabbed Deirdre's hand, sliding it around a bit. "There.
- Feel that?"
- "A little depression... No, it's like a slit inside. I can push
- on it... hey!"
- A smooth, slippery structure came from the opening, into Cheryl's
- vagina, and then pushed Deirdre's finger out. It extended from
- Cheryl's body, wet and slippery. It was stiff, and would have looked
- exactly like a penis, only it was smoother and had no foreskin. It
- extended from her body to the length of about seven or eight inches,
- and as it slid out, tilted upwards a bit. Deirdre stood back, afraid
- to touch it. Cheryl's voice was much lower, and sounded, again,
- suspiciously like Jeffrey's.
- "It was a good idea. Cheryl hid the penis inside, behind the
- vagina, and made it long enough to... Well, you see."
- "That means you can do it either way, with someone else."
- "Well, if I did it right, I can do this, too..."
- The penis slithered back inside, disappearing. Cheryl squeezed
- her legs together.
- "Ahh...." she sighed. The penis had extended again, but this
- time into Cheryl's vagina instead of out of it. It could slide back
- and forth inside. Any constriction outside the body would force the
- penis in, instead of out. She'd be able to, literally, have a good
- time by herself even with pants on. Without even starting towards
- orgasm (she was too tired anyway), the penis retracted and disappeared
- once again.
- Of course, Deirdre couldn't see any of this, so Cheryl had to
- explain it. "It can go INTO me too. We can have our own children, or
- have one with someone else. I can still ovulate voluntarily and can
- start or stop sperm production. Cheryl thought ahead there-- because
- binary contraception can't work on us (well, me) anymore."
- Deirdre understood. "And you've done one very good thing,
- Cheryl, Jeffrey. You not only have each other, forever, but you can
- have anyone else, male or female. There's twice as many people out
- there for you. You can LOOK kind of male, and obviously can sound it
- if you like. And you could pass for a female with the voice...
- except... where's the rest?" Deirdre pointed at Cheryl's chest.
- Cheryl put on the bottom half of the jogging suit. "Give me the
- next shake. I'm hungry again. We're going to do some hefty shopping,
- because I'll grow a year or two's worth in only a few months, and I'm
- going to have to eat a lot, or I'll stop growing and it'll take me
- five years before I look old enough."
- Deirdre handed her the next shake. They weren't cold, and didn't
- really have any ice cream in them. Lots of carbohydrates and protein,
- which Cheryl would be able to pack away at amazing rates for the next
- few months. She drank this shake all at once, then panted a few
- times.
- "Amazing", said Deirdre.
- "When I'm finished I'll be stronger than Jeffrey was."
- "Even more amazing", Deirdre replied.
- "Okay. I should have enough now." Cheryl took a deep breath.
- Her breasts seemed to inflate, as though with air, but were heavy like
- normal breasts were. It took more than a few minutes for them to grow
- to a moderate size. They bounced, but didn't sag.
- "Good enough?" Cheryl asked, showing herself off. "I can make
- them bigger. I don't know if I can do it now, though."
- Deirdre, shaking her head, answered: "No, no, that's enough.
- You'll make me jealous. Are they permanent?"
- "No, I can make them disappear again. It will probably take a
- while.
- "Sounds like you've got the reproduction business sewed up. But
- what would your children be like?"
- "Just like me. Even if the other parent is normal, the child
- will still have all this. And their children too. If we went to all
- the work to create a terrific body, I should be able to pass it on.
- Besides what you see, I fixed most everything else. I can't get most
- diseases, my bones are stronger, I have terrific eyesight and hearing,
- and so on."
- Deirdre handed Cheryl the top of the jogging suit, which fit
- loosely.
- "Come on... Next you'll be telling me that you'll live to 300."
- "Well, I guess I'll have to wait to see that one."
- Cheryl helped Deirdre pack everything up, and clean up the
- machine. They giggled a lot.
- "We really did it, Deirdre... We really did it. It wouldn't have
- been possible without you. You're terrific. If Cheryl was a man, you
- would have been her first choice."
- "Thanks..." said Deirdre. "It's been fantastic for me too.
- You've shown me, and shared so much. You showed me the impossible.
- Maybe, someday, I'll get to do it too, if I have the guts. Oh-- you
- ARE going to stay in the apartment, aren't you?"
- Cheryl laughed, this time in the low, male voice. They left the
- building and headed for Deirdre's car.
- "Of course, Deirdre. My name sounds so funny now. I understood,
- though, that it was easier to keep an existing identity. After all,
- *you* and *I* both know that I'm not only Cheryl. And that's all that
- matters. Hey, if you're nice and feed me, we can..."
- They got into the car. "What?" asked Deirdre.
- "Well, something that's much easier now that I'm in one body..."
- "What, Cheryl??"
- "I've got some equipment to try out and all this extra room in my
- bed now, you know?"
- They both started laughing, and drove off towards home.
-